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    The reflection on the green glass showed you, standing at the edge of a cliff. The wind was blowing hard evidently, your hair whipping about harshly. You stood there for a long time in thought, before finally taking a step forward and plummeting out of view. Seeing it for the first time had distressed Bruno so much that he had forgotten he was in a vision. He called out in an attempt to get you to back away from the cliff and when you took the step off, he lunged forward as if he could grab your arm to stop you from taking such drastic measures. His hand phased through you though; his visions were never truly a tangible thing, and he was left with nothing but a palm full of sand.


    Or in other words: Bruno Madrigal has a scary vision regarding your death, and he decides to take fate by the reins and stop it from happening.
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    Time is a fickle thing. Eddie remembered being a kid, and feeling invincible, as though he would never die. That’s how every moment with Buck felt. That neither of them would ever die, that they would be together forever. Eddie is sure that if he knew then what he knew now, he would have cherished every moment a little bit more. Told Buck he loved him just a little bit more. Hugged him a bit more.

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    eddie blames himself for buck's death. (he is not okay)

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    Ten years after the loss of almost everyone cared about, Zhou Zishu is a changed man. An emotionless shell terrorising the kingdom of Jin and neighbouring lands along with a resurrected Window of Heaven in the name of the last survivng person who has seen his face or knows his name. His cousin, Helian Yi.

    Zhou Zishu has a plan, one that will end with his painful, self inflicted death, but plans have a habit of going awry, especially when unaccounted for variables in the form of a mysterious sect from deep in the mountains of the Jianghu get mixed up in it.

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    Reader has severe depression, but their best friend recommends getting a pet so they have something to care for and motivate them. Now reader's eyes are opened to the wonderful world of caring for bitties, and they'll take in whatever bitties need a home.

     

    In which everyone has mental problems that they work through with their new found-family support circle.

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    Izuku Midoriya was 4 when he was diagnosed quirkless.

    Izuku Midoriya was 13 when he was told he could never be a hero by the only person he ever looked up to.

    Izuku Midoriya was also 13 when he decided that heroes could go fuck themselves and that he was going to save people anyways.

    Y'know what, heroes? Go fuck yourself, cause Izuku's gonna be a vigilante whether you like it or not, or he was gonna die trying. And if that happened, who's to say it would be a bad thing?

    AKA: Izuku's depressed but also a vigilante out of pure spite

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    Рок-группа Animus собирается начать турне по всей стране. Но по мере того, как их музыка становится известной парням, Сэму, Дину и Касу будет трудно поддерживать свою жизнь в обычном русле.

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    Michael had been prepared to die. What he hadn’t been prepared for, was whatever the hell this was.

    Michael finds himself back in 1982, the year his sister ‘mysteriously’ disappears and a year before his little brother’s disastrous seventh birthday, starting a whole chain of miserable events that had lead up to his and Henry’s final resort. Like hell he’s going to sit on his ass and watch things play out the same as last time. Like hell.

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    Ariana Salem did not know how to die quietly.

    For as long as she’d had powers, she'd heard every warning: Keep your head down. Don’t draw attention. Pretend to be normal, and they won’t hurt you. Don’t ever fight back, or you’re just as bad as they are. But when Panacea attacked, viewing her and the other Unseen as a threat, she did not heed the warnings. She refused to cower. They wanted a monster, and she gave it to them.

    A year later, the war has no end in sight. Ariana’s greatest strength has become her weakness. She does not know how to die quietly. But every battle, every loss, every minute she spends with her loved one’s lives weighing on her shoulders is tearing her apart. When strange storms begin popping up around the world, it’s revealed one of Panacea’s prisoners has escaped. This could be the lead needed to tip the balance back in the Unseen's favor, or the breaking point for Ariana’s health.

    {Updates every Saturday! =D}

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    “I happen to have the book that the play was based on,” Huaisang relented. “It talks about the Ghost City’s location and what defends it. I mean, it’s all fiction, of course. But if I were to look for a lost soul… that’s the first place I’d check.” Some of the softness had fallen away from Nie Huaisang’s gaze, revealing an intensity that made Wangji reconsider his former schoolmate’s reputation of frivolity and vapid hobbies. He looked like a man who had gone looking for such a city himself, but hadn’t found what he wanted.

     

    After leaving seclusion, Lan Wangji searches for Wei Wuxian's soul in Ghost City. He makes a bet with the city lord, Hua Cheng, in order to bring him home.

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    Like always, TK appears unannounced. He stands in front of Carlos’ small apartment, his hands buried deep in the pockets of his hoodie. He ducks his head, avoids Carlos’ eyes, and mutters, “Hey. I’m tired. Can I lay down?”

    And like always, Carlos steps back to let TK in, saying, “Of course.”

    TK slips inside like a cat, heading for the couch.

    It’s a familiar process. A pattern that has quietly developed over the last few weeks.

    ~

    Carlos goes undercover to collect intel about a drug dealer ring. It affects him more than he expected. He soon risks blowing his cover, when he starts to develop feelings for a drug addict.

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    Two steps forward, and several hundred steps back; that had always been the motto of Bangalore’s life. This time, however, the abyss was bottomless and she is a long way from up. And who really cares about the ones who are more ghosts than people?

    (It turns out, someone does care, and it’s the mouthy wannabe-pilot she put in the hospital.)

    Alternative summary- Bangalore and Valk beat the shit out of each other and somehow they become good friends out of the whole ordeal.

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    In a world of confusion and hurt, Tinky stumbled aimlessly, trying to process his situation. Who were those teletubbies with guns? What did they want with white? And why did both parties believe him to be a monster?

    Please rnr! Comments and kudos much appreciated! This one's gonna be brutal and though it has a similar premise to Follow Your Heart, I'm trying something different this time.

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    Living with his aunt and uncle isn't ideal, but its better than foster care. Himikun said they think the quirkless are normal, though. Which is good. He thinks. Maybe they'll help Izuku become a hero. At least they won't be like his teachers. But why did Himikun look so heartbroken when she said "normal?" He turns to his cousin curled on the couch, her eyes closed, gripping something in her hoodie pocket. She was there for him when he found out about mom. After that, Izuku will be there for her for anything. He doesn't have anyone else left anyway.

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    After Inko's death Izuku and Himiko run away to become a vigilante duo, finding themselves a family along the way.

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    The force nightmares never cease to ravage Izumi, or Anakin himself.

    The two are ravaged by the lives they lived, the lives they could have lived if there had been even one misstep.

    Even after the death of Darth Sidious, Izumi continues to dream about her mistakes during the war, about a life filled with the dark side of the force, of a fight with a blonde youth armed with a green lightsaber.

    Even after the death of Chancellor Palpatine, Anakin Skywalker finds himself still dreaming of Padme's death, of a crimson blade, mechanical breathing, and a string of words.

    𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

    -+-

    A pair of silver lightsabers glow in the darkened room, Izumi's voice ring's through the air.

    "I am a Jedi. Like my father before me."

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    Marianne is determined to make herself useful for The Alliance, because with a crest forsaken by the Goddess, how else could she justify exposing the world to her curse? Takes place after Chapter 15 of Verdant Wind

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    Anakin didn't die at the end of Return of the Jedi. Instead, Luke took him back to the Rebels and got him help. How will everyone cope with this new situation? How will Anakin manage the horrible guilt of his years as a Sith, and how will Leia reconcile her hatred for Darth Vader and memories of her family with the new family that her brother is offering?

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    One sleepless night, Shane goes for a walk in the heavy snow, and comes back home to nurse a frozen farmer back to health.

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    “Couple’s quarrel, huh?” Azul prodded.

    “W-WHAT!”

    He and Jamil were hardly friends, to even think about that was entering uncharted territory. In fact, Kalim didn't want to think about it. He didn’t want to dig up those feelings again, those feelings he buried long ago to save himself from the pain and sorrow of being the sole cause of Jamil’s misery.

    Suddenly, the sky seemed very interesting. Tilting his head up, Kalim attempted to control the dam that threatened to spill.

    After all, Kalim Al-Asim does not cry.

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    Maybe in the next life, we will find each other. In the infinite tapestry of the universe, however small a chance, maybe someday, the two threads that are our lonely souls will cross paths once again. Perhaps I can pull you back from the abyss before it’s too late, and stars and gods willing, our ending can be rewritten.

    (Ben Solo and Rey are reincarnated in our own world, thousands of years later. They cross paths one fateful night, not yet aware that they have met before.)

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    Just poetry that I write, sometimes..

    It's about me

    Also I'm French, so the English might not be perfect.
    And I'm a trans non-binary person..

    Have fun or don't.

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    Chapters:
    17/?
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